It doesn’t matter if it feels like hell, it doesn’t matter, you go through hell for ten years, it doesn’t matter. You just do that, cause that’s where your well being is. When you’re in different states of compulsiveness if you make decisions..
Just sticking up to it without worrying
The world is round, so which direction you are going it doesn’t matter. As long as you go without changing directions you complete the journey, don’t you. If you change directions it will put you in an endless state of being lost, always lost.